When Exhaustion Finally Come

I spent 10 minutes to make that title.
My body is in a dangerous state............ehm well it sounds like I'm having cancer. no, actually my week has been really hectic with many things. it happened because I accepted 5 event with me as a crew, which are olimbud, psamabim, bedah kampus, gathering vip, and brithbash.
and now my body slowly become weak. this week is really full of meeting, survey, simulation and so on.
today I just had psa simulation, lucky me, tito and I is in same committee, so I could go to campus with motor with him. however, I'm so tired because yesterday I went to Jakarta, giving event proposal to an company all day long!
I'm officially drop! :( my body is exhausted like hell.
when I accompanied tito to break fasting just now in a so-called-cafe, I cried.
idk why, I just feel really tired. and I cried when I put my head in his shoulder. and I think that was the first time I saw tito looked so worry about me.
anyway, at first, I was really happy because I can participate in many events. and I was proud, honestly.
but this week is.......................hell.
ok this post is junk. full of complain when it's actually my fault who really greedy. this is like when you're hungry, and you eat too much, then your stomach become hurt. pray for me, especially my health.

p.s: today is my friend's 5th anniversary with her boyfriend. congratulation dillaaaaa! keep romantic with fian :*
hogod 5 years is a huge number. i wonder if tito and i will reach that number.

STFU

Watching SMTOWN concert has became my dream for a very long time
I will make it whatever happens. may God give me health until that time come
nobody can stop me. my friends or my boyfriend who mock me about it. I don't care.
what is so wrong for watching a kpop concert anyway?
kpop is also type of music, so shut the fuck up!
I'm sick of people who keep mocking kpop. especially those friends who said kpop is rubbish and so on.
my middle finger for you!

BIG

for the past two months, I've been watching this Korean drama, titled "BIG"

I realllllllyyyyyyyyy love this drama. they have beautiful and unpredictable plot. I guess that's why I can't stop watching this drama.

let's start with the brief synopsis, shall we?

the story start with a high school teacher named Gil Daran. she's engaged with a doctor named Seo Yoonjae. they met because Yoonjae made Daran injured, by unintentionally made her fall from stairs.

ok they engaged. so, Daran met her new exchange student, named Kang Kyungjoon, who seems giving her much care, he also interested in her. hmm hellooo? Daran is his teacher and more than 25 something, she also already engaged. that's what I think when I watched the first episode. Kyungjoon is only 16 btw.

but then, the story continue with Daran's unsteady feeling toward her fiance. she has this feeling that Yoonjae doesn't love her, and only want to marry her because he felt guilty. so, seeing Daran is so sad, crying, sobbing and anything, Kyungjoon takes her to a lake and calming her a little. I feel giddy when I saw the scene when Daran and Kyungjoon ride the motorcycle together.

it turns out that Yoonjae call her and want to meet her so he can tell the truth about his feeling to Daran. so, Yoonjae go to that lake with car, and Kyungjoong go home by motor leaving Daran who waiting for Yoonjae.

In their way, unfortunately they get accident. the two of them, both Yoonjae and Kyungjoon, same accident. they avoid a big truck, both fall to a big lake and drown. 

I don't know, but when Yoonjae is trying to safe Kyungjoon who drown and unconscious, suddenly they...................................change. what I mean is, Yoonjae's soul goes to Kyungjoon body, and Kyungjoon's soul goes to Yoonjae's body.

when Kyungjoon wake up at the hospital, he's freaked out because he's not in his own body, but Yoonjae's!!! body of his teacher's fiance and literally 30 something man body!

well if someday I woke up in a body of someone else like that I'll also freaked out. so now Kyungjoon is in Yoonjae's body, and apparently, Yoonjae's in Kyungjoon's body is not waking up, he's in coma or something idk.

the story continue with Kyungjoon tells Daran that he IS Kyungjoon. and although it's impossible, Daran believe it because Kyungjoon show something that inly Kyungjoon and Daran who knows about it, sort of bbuing bbuing move.

ok that's the brief synopsis..........................of episode 1...............

should I go on? cause if I go on, it means spoiler................

ok but let me give you some point of this drama.

it turns out that Yoonjae is cheating on Daran, and Kyungjoon is so sweet because he keep accompany Daran. and the story goes on with both Daran and kyungjoon have feeling for each other. and tell you what it's so sweet and I even forget that Kyungjoon is a teenager. 

are you curious with the ending? will Kyungjoon and Yoonjae back to their own body? who's Daran will end up with?

hohohoooooo you should watch it because it's soooooooo unpredictable!

though the ending is a bit disappointing, I really hope this drama can win the best drama of the year wohoooo!!

p.s: the ost also good, you should hear it: Davicihi-Because it's you (neorasso)

Shoot! There are Cameras Here!

Sooyoung: Kyuhyun, can you repeat what you just said on national television?

Kyuhyun: I was just telling sooyoung "why have you become so pretty?"

MC: Can you give us a dramatization of what just happened?

Kyuhyun: Sooyoung-ah

Sooyoung: what?

Kyuhyun: why have you become so pretty?

Sooyoung: I just can't help it that my beauty keeps upgrading by itself

Kyuhyun: you're becoming prettier and prettier as time goes by

Sooyoung: I know, right?

Kyuhyun: Shoot! there are cameras here!

Sooyoung: uh oh Hello?

as the picture in front of them keep moving, showing many other SM artist on the set of SM.Art Exhibition photoshoot, Kyuhyun and Sooyoung just sit there, blankly stare to the tv screen in front of them. Kyuhyun is gulping, and Sooyoung's mouth is sealed.

"what the fck was that?" said Kyuhyun with low voice, still with blank stare. "I thought they will cut that part."

Sooyoung still can't say anything. she knows, in a second her manager will call her, asking for explanation. "Kyuhyun-ah, we'll be dead" she said. "it is broad casted you idiot! now people will know!" now she looking at her boyfriend with a pale face and teary eyes.

You and I

almost one year and a half with him.
some people might laugh if they know he asked me to date him in a Valentine day, because he completely not a romantic person.
he rarely said I love you, I miss you, I need you blablablabla
but that's why, once he said those, it's cute!!!
he's such a cutie, and dork, and careless, sometimes clueless, stupid, and sweet.
one time I was mad at him. for no reason. I started crying, beat him, kicked him. until he said, "what's my fault?" I stay quiet. and kept crying. then he started talking again, "are you in period?" I nodded. then he rolled his eyes, sighed, and looked at me and said, "I'm sorry, come, let me hug you"