Life as a Kpop Fan

I just want to share my story about become a kpop fan or kpoper. for you who doesn't know what kpop means, it means Korean pop, a music genre from Korean. I think you all know as Kpop is really popular nowadays. 

I started listening to kpop in early 2009. my cousin show me a MC Mong music video. at that time, I didn't interested at all. I really really really forget but suddenly I started watching SHINee. and liked them so much. I watch and listen to all their song. that's when I learnt that SHINee actually covered many song of Super Junior, who the hell is Super Junior? my though at that time. I google them, and start watched their mv also. ooooh their song is really weird, I thought. what the fck sorry sorry sorry sorry means? it's just like random english. and then I knew that they have 13 MEMBERS!! DAFUQQQ!! so people dancing in the background when I watched the mv is actually the members?? not the background dancers? what on earth a boyband can have members more that a soccer team??? <<<this is exactly my thought back then hahahaha.

slowly, I liked SJ because I watched their variety show, if I'm not mistaken, it is intimate note when they dancing to Gee, and THERE YOU ARE HEESICA!! hahaha this when I started like Heechul :') and also that was the starting point I watched SNSD-Gee mv, because of Heesica hahaha.

oh remembering the past is such a funny story.

so, eventually SJ and SNSD is my ultimate bias, UNTIL NOW!!!

*why I use so many capslock in this post*

I just love them, I don't know why. but maybe because the ultimate reasons are because of their bond and dorkiness*is this word exist?*

anyway, from them, I learnt many things. starting from bond as a friend and family, hard work, reach my dreams, humor, and so on.

I laughed and cried many times because of them. and I don't even know why I cried over somebody who I didn't know in real life, and they don't even know that I am exist :")

but that feeling become an ELF and SONE is wonderful, you know. I'm proud of it and I know I will never leave this fandom. I don't care about people or my friends saying that become and elf/sone/kpoper are shameful. my own boyfriend even mock me because of that. yes I respect other people opinion, and that's why I rarely tweet or mentioned anything about kpop because my friends seems disturbed. 

want thing that I really want is that I can watch their moment together, LIVE!!! smtown maybe? please God, grant this wish :(

p.s: KYUYOUNG IS MY OTP!!!!!