2012

so uhm
this post will be a little trashy
but yeah I make this to remember what 2012 have given me. I'll try to make it chronogically
2011 IKMI's Gathering at Puncak
my birthday on 14th March which really wonderful because my bf gave me this

ThanksGiving IKMI from IKMI 2011, awesome partyyyyy!!!

BEAST CONCERT. oh my God I still remember how amazing it was. I miss theeeeem

"Goyang Penasaran" theater performance at Salihara. it was really good and amazing. btw, the writer of the story is my senior, mbak Intan :)

ENGLICIOUS CARECOUSTIC 2012!!! you should know I haven't made the financial report until now!!!! yes I was the treasurer for this event, along with Gevin. idk when  I can make it.

the very first interview in my whole life, Bedah kampus interview. I'm in Keamanan&Keselamatan division :)

MY JUNIOR 2012 WAS COMIIIIING!!! 

PSA&MABIM oh i loooooove this event just because my job was really easy. and I got to work with my bf. we sometimes hanged out when people were working hahahaha.

Roadshow team Bogor for Bedah Kampus 13. it was an amazing experience. that was the very first time I did public speaking. although it was kinda terrible. well, experience :)

Preparing OLIMBUD all along the holiday. it was intense, because I never became the event division, and suddenly I became the coordinator. I had to make technical meetings, making the list of performers, rundown, guest star, the judges. ooohhhhh God it was hard, seriously!

become the "inspector"(pengawas) in SIMAK UI :p

I lost my grand mother in August 17th :") this year, the very first year my family spent the lebaran day without nenek :(

Gathering BIGBANG, I helped my best friend to make an event for Big Bang :)

the d-day of OLIMBUD. the most intense 3 days in my whole history of becoming a crew of some events. the sweat, the fast heart beat, running, backstage, sound room, the crowd, the cheers, the people of FIB :)

SMTOWN CONCERT!!!! oh my gooooood, I'm speechless. cannot say anything about this one :')

the d-day of Bedah Kampus! I miss those days so much <3

I tried to become a volunteer in event outside my college, it was Europe On Screen. I've been through a CV test, and two interviews. and I got in :) big thanks for my bf for accompany me when I did my interview in jakarta

SOLOOOOOO that was the second time I went travelling with my college friends! good times <3

take a little part in Teater Sastra, Musuh Masyarakat. I helped them a lil bit, became the make-up artist and usher for a night. plus, my bf was also there, became the photographer. yeah you know, sneaking for dating times there :p

working on Europe on Screen, which was not so good

shopping all night long with my bf in Jak Cloth. you know, tito needed 2 hours to buy 3 clothes. meanwhile I only need 5 minutes to buy 2 clothes. boys.

helped my junior to prepare Petang Kreatif, and the d-day of Petang Kreatif. and we got the 3rd place babyyyy! it's such an honor to help and know them better. my new member of family :)

the most beautiful year end gift, from my bf, edelweiss flowers from mount Bromo

that was the events that I had in 2012. but I want to thank a bunch of other things

my subjects in college which helped me to learn many new things, started from doing presentation and public speaking on my own, making dozens of essays and journals which burdening so much but it educated me so much. trying to learn many new language, Italian, Korean, and Spanish. having such funny friends in my Korean course. it make me realize how much I love Korean. meeting new people because my participation in many events. trying new things with friends. bunch of movies I watch in 2012, but the most memorable are The Perks of Being a Wallflower, Juno, Life of Pi, 5cm, Test Pack, Breaking Dawn 2, etc.(I can't remember all of my favorite). the best korean drama that I watched, Rooftop Prince, Big, and Nice Guy. 

I think 2012 is the most productive year I've ever had. I have so many new experiences in this year. knowing that many people in my twitter timeline saying that their 2012 was boring and flat, I'm glad that mine doesn't.

If I have to choose which one is the most memorable, and I will not forget it until the end of my life, I think it's the moment when I lost my grand mother. I still remember when the night of 2012 new year, all of my family, including nenek, watching fireworks together in front of our house in Bintaro. can't believe it was the last time we spent the new year together. I miss you, nek. 

but of course all the moments I had will always be remembered.

my last day in 2012? in the morning I spent it with my friends, doing senam choreography for gathering, in the afternoon I spent quality time with my bf at my house, and now, I spent this last night of 2012 alone in my beloved room. wonderful <3

my wish for 2013?

well first of all of course I want my score for this 5th semester is good. and all subjects are passed. amen.

thank God, thank you 2012.

happy New Year 2013.

I hope one year later, I still got to write a post entitled 2013.

Dongeng Malam

this is the poster of my major's theater performance on my faculty biggest event, Petang Kreatif 2012.

the story is about an old man named Mr Brown who owns a doll shop. the dolls consist of Peter Pan, Red Riding Hood, Nutcracker, dwarf, etc. the dolls can actually move, talk, and have feeling like human. they like to play around the shop and really love Mr Brown whom they already considered as their own dad.

Then the problem comes. Mr Brown have debt with Mr Penny. Mr Brown must pay 100 gold within 3 days. If not, the shop will become Mr Penny's.

so, that was the first scene anyway

and, we got the 3rd place, by the way.

yeaaaaay! congrats my beloved junior! you rock!

these are some pictures when they were performing

this is the video of the performance. watch, watch, watch! it's worth your time!

I'm glad that I can helped them, even just a little. once again congratulation, dek :)

p.s:

anyway, besides winning the 3rd place, Mr Brown also won the best actor nomination.

we were nominated in the best supporting actor, best supporting actress, best director, and best stage. my favorite character is Smiley (Peter Pan), and he got nominated as the best supporting actor. too bad he didn't win. too bad we didn't win all the category. but still, you guys did really great!

@INGGRISFIBUI12, one day before the show.

Travel Story: Solo-Pacitan (part3)

THE THIRD/LAST DAY AT SOLO!
:(
that was the time that I really tired and I felt like I don't have any strength to sit in the bust for another 14 hours
but, what can I do anyway? booking airplane ticket? hahahaha
so yeah I was just trying to enjoy our last day
I didn't take much photo that day, yeah because I'm too tired, so were my friends.
we went to buy oleh-oleh
then we went to Keraton, which is not so good in my opinion

(took a photo with the Keraton people)

then we went to take werkudara, which is a tourism bus with 2 floor

to be honest it's so boring

it took 2 hours to ride all around Solo

I think we can make that 2 hours with something more fun

but yeah it's ok for experience

and then we have lunch which is not so good either

buuuut at the end, it was raining hard, while we must go home soon because our bus is in 6pm. and it was already 3pm.

so we rode the motorcycle with raincoat, which I think really fun (the most fun thing we did that day is maen ujan)

we were not forget to buy some food khas Solo for oleh-oleh

then..............

it's time to go home and say goodbye to Riri's family who we already considered as our family in Solo. thank you so much tante, om, and mbak :)

it was a great 4 days experience with all the friends

the exhaustion and enjoyable moment was really <3

this is the last photo we took in Solo

at the bus, before took off to Jakarta :)

see you Solo :)

Travel Story: Solo-Pacitan (part2)

THE SECOND DAY IN SOLO!!!
we went to pacitan actually, we're not in Solo that day.
so basically Pacitan is 3,5 hours away from Solo.
the road is kinda..........made me feel sick.
we went there with Riri's family, her mom, her dad, and her sis. Thank you so much for accompanied us :')
we went to Goa Gong and Pantai Klayar!
Goa Gong is in a mountain which really quiet. meanwhile Pantai Klayar is behind the mountain
so here I go with Goa Gong first

some tips if you want to go here.

Inside Goa Gong is really really hot. so make sure you only wear a loose shirt

also there will be some local people who offer flashlights, saying that inside the cave is really dark. it's not true, so don't be fool. you don't need flashlight there. also some people say about to become your tour guide. you actually don't need that because there is already a track, you won't be lost.

however, the cave is really beautiful :)

it was such an experience.

now, it's time to pantai Klayar

the beach is still really clear.

it is reallyyyyyyyy good!!!

thank God when I went there, the sun is not so bright, so I'm not tanned so much.

unfortunately the wave is really big so we cannot swim there

but playing there is enough you know

at the end of the day, riri and her sister bought us Mie Jawa which is really delicious

too bad it was already late at night so we were a bit tired to finish it all

Travel Story: Solo - Pacitan

HAAAAAAYYYYYY!!!
finally the other travel story!
this time I went to Solo with my college friends, who are Gevin, Dilla, and Tassa. plus Riri who already arrived at Solo before us, because basically Solo is her hometown.
So let me give the introduction to this story.
We went to Solo at Nov 14th, which is at Wednesday
actually we talked about it in Sunday, then we bought the ticket in Monday, then we went at Wed.
that's how impulsive we were.
we went there by bus which basically the vehicle that I hate the most

the journey was.........................boring and a bit terrifying

70% of the journey I spent it with sleeping, daydreaming, and listening to music.

it's 14 hours journey. we took off at 1am. and arrived at solo at almost 4pm. then riri picked us up with car

Riri's house is in........I forget the name. it's 30 min away from Solo by motor. it's a really good environment there. when we arrived at riri's house, we slept for awhile until 8, then we look around the neighborhood by bicycle

after that we were getting ready for THE FIRST DAY AT SOLO!!! WOHOOOO!

we actually wanted to got to keraton for the first day, but it was close. so we decided to go shopping for awhile then I choose a shirt for Tito.

and then....we enjoy the rest of the day looked around Solo and did kuliner tour (thank God we had Riri)

(Selat Lidah khas Solo)

(Taman Sriwedari when we were waiting to feel hungry again)

(Bakmi toprak which is really good)

(Susu segar coklat, it's really fresh you know)

(Nasi liwet, with leaves spoon hahaha)

(the last food of the day, sosis naga. and I think this is the most delicious from all foods I ate at Solo)

and thise are some places that we went for the first day

so I guess I must make another post for 2n and 3rd day hahahaha

Like in A Drama

Vagio has been sick for around 3 days.

and Cara was always there to take care of him.

well, take care is not the right wrong actually, because what Cara really did is just hugging him, massage him, or just............be there.

however, it is the main reason why now the one who get sick is Cara, and Vagio is healthy as a hulk

his girlfriend now sitting behind him on the motor cycle. grumbling with the fcking freezing weather and unstoppable rain.

plus her unstoppable sneezing. she has been moaning a whole day that she is really dizzy.

it makes him worry.

the journey from campus to their is quite far, she can catch a fever if she keeps shivering like that.

the weather is freezing. she begins to shake harder.

besides, she's only wearing a thin jacket.

suddenly, the motor stop and Vagio's getting off from it.

she's smiling.

because he's taking her hands and rub it with his.

"you're so cold"

she nodded. if she talk, he would know that she has a terrible shiver.

"you should wear my jacket" he immediately take off his jacket and give it to her.

she's trying to resist, but it also makes her happy because that is like the very first time she experience that drama-thingie.

he put the jacket to her and hook it so she's completely covered.

it's just a small act compared to hugging or massaging.

but it's enough for her.................to feel like one of the cast of a romance drama just for 30 seconds.

I'm Hopeless Without You

Cara always love the time when she is able to work with Vagio. She don't know why, but it's always fun. Especially today when she's working in her faculty theater show. She know that Vagio will become the photographer for the show. And then when her friend ask her to become an usher for the show, she accepted it so she can be with him.
Now, there she is, in the backstage. Become a make-up artist. Trying to be useful for the actors or the other crews.
And there he is, wearing Batik shirt that she gave him yesterday and walking to here and there clicking his Canon
beep beep
Cara's blackberry is beeping. A message from him.
"do you have some foods darl? I'm hungry like hell"
Cara's smiling when she read that. because actually he's only 5 meters away from her, and he texted her. Really, Vagio?
"I don't have any. Why don't you just ask the crew?"
Sent.
But it only takes 5 seconds before he reply again.
"are you kidding me? they all look scary"
Clearly, that's the way Vagio ask his girlfriend to take him a meal.
Cara gets up then take a box of meal, containing fried chicken and rice. then she's walking toward him, handing him the box. "here it is" she said.
Vagio looks awkward and said, "take it and wait for me outside. I can't eat here"
"well, why not?" asked Cara, confuse.
Vagio answers her with a you-know-why-look. the look that only Cara's understand. he's not comfortable here.


Cara is waiting outside alone. it's raining today, but the weather is still lovely.
2 minutes later Vagio comes and immediately sits beside her and asking for his meal.
"you know all people here?" ask Vagio. "you seem know a lot of people"
"I do. 60% of them are from my major by the way" explained Cara.
"I know no one except you here, Cara. thank God you're here. I'm hopeless without you." he immediately starts eating after saying that. without knowing that means a lot to her.
"I know. that's why I'm coming."
and she just sits there, smiling, and watching her boyfriend eating like a horse.

Review: Nice Guy

I won't write a review if the drama is not good.

I'm sure that this is one of the best drama for this year. I'm so glad I've watch this. Never regret it even once.

before I start, I want you to know that this review is a bit spoiling, and please bare with my fail grammar.

so let's start.

this drama's genre is angsty, romance, money, friendship, and family.

the main conflict of this drama is about money, actually about a company named taesan.

the story start with Kang Maroo(Song Joongki) who is a doctor-wannabe and has a girlfriend named Jaehee who a bit older than him. he really loved Jaehee until one night Jaehee called him, cried, and asked him to help her. Jaehee accidentally killed a man who was trying to seduce her(if i'm not mistaken). then Maroo took the fault for her, because he loved her too much. Maroo is jailed for 5 years.

in those 5 years, Jaehee rarely come to see Maroo in jail, until finally she never come at all. It makes Maroo holds a grudge on her. He's not an innocent and nice guy like before. he becomes a playboy and barely has emotions.

until one day, Maroo is on the plane then there is this girl who is actually Eungi(Moon Chaewon) who currently really sick and collapse in the plane. because Maroo is experienced to be a doctor, he help her. however, it turns out to be Eungi is a step-daughter of Jaehee. Maroo is really shock to know this, that Jaehee already married to a rich director of Taesan company. and Eungi is the daughter.

the story continue with Maroo's mix feeling toward Jaehee. many conflicts happen that make Maroo finally decide to make Eungi as his tool to have a revenge to Jaehee.

fortunately, Eungi is really interested in Maroo. they both are finally dating. when dating Eungi, Maroo never forget to make Jaehee's life miserable.

however, there is a real feeling developed for Eungi. in order to not bring Eungi too far for his revenge plan, he then break up with her with a really mean reason. he said to Eungi that he actually loves Jaehee.

Eungi feels really betrayed and angry to Maroo. plus the fact that her father just passed away when she's with Maroo. then, she crashes her car into Maroo's car.

the story continue 2 years later. Eungi is missing and Jaehee take care of the company as the replacing director because the real director, who is Eungi, is missing in action.

actually, because of the accident Eungi is having a brain damage that make her forget everything, including how to spell and how to write. she only remembers Maroo, but not the memory. she only remember that back the she really loves Maroo.

knowing that Eungi is still alive, Maroo first is hesitating, but the deep feeling he has for Eungi make him want to help her to fight for Taesan, to take the director position again.

in this time being, Maroo's feeling toward Eungi is really developing. I really can see the different between before and after just by seeing the way Maroo looking at Eungi. the stare is really different, and I give a big applause for Joongki for that.

Maroo really loves Eungi that it finally make him afraid that Eungi will regain her memory about him, about the bad him.

I think I cannot go any further from this. it will be a really spoiler if I do that.

so,

will Eungi regain her memory? will Taesan company back to Eungi? and will Maroo and Eungi be together in the end?

watch it!

I tell you that the ending is really really good. you won't dissapointed.

Do you love me?

the weather is freezing.
both Cara and Vagio walk side by side heading to the train station.
it's really rare that they can go home together like this. Vagio doesn't want to join the basketball session, he said.
well, maybe he just miss his Cara.
the clock is pointing at 5pm. the rain just stopped. no wonder the weather is freezing and the road is kinda slippery.
at the time like this, having a girlfriend like Cara, who don't have a good stability at walking, is a must to holding her hand all the time if Vagio don't want her to kiss the wet ground.
both of their face are glowing when they see the ice cream stand in front of them
"I want it," Vagio said then fasting her walk. don't care about Cara and leaving her.
Cara, who already used to it, just walk slowly, if she don't want to fall.
"can you give me 2 thousand, hon?" this is of course Vagio who said this.
"the hell.....buy it by your own money" Cara put the most annoying look on her face to piss him off, then give money to the seller man. "strawberry for me, please" then immediately change her face into angelic face.
"you......for God's sake" it did piss him off.
just like two little kids. both of them get quiet when they have their own ice cream.
it's Vagio's fault that he finish his ice cream first. Cara still have a lot.
"I want them" Said Vagio while trying to get Cara's ice cream. "mine is gone already, hon. pleaseeee"
"no" well said by Cara.
it just keep Vagio in silent and looking at Cara sadly, "do you love me?" he asked.
"I do" Cara answered.
"then give it to me," well done by Vagio.
"do you love me?" Cara asked.
Vagio is some kind of know where this conversation will lead to.
"......well, of course I do" he answered.
"then let me finish this by myself" Cara said with full of pride in her face.
"sh*t, wrong move"
he still holds her hand anyway.

Laugh, then you will live longer

"smiling naturally lifts the muscles in the face and slow down the rate at which we age"

-@firstworldfacts

my best friends since 7th grade. still keep in touch even until now, our third year in college. yesterday we met up, and have a light dinner at burger king.

I never laugh that much in such a short period of time.

talking about college, places, people, love, and life.

thank God, at least I know I will have someone in the future that will never leave me.

Breath In

............for awhile
finally i could relax even just for awhile.
this two weeks have been really cruel to me--to anyone who have their midterm weeks
i actually still have three midterm tests which are reading, writing, and popular culture class.
but i guess i can loosen up for a little while. appreciate my effort and works for this two bloody weeks.
but please don't think that my last two weeks were completely miserable. don't.
cause actually it was not that bad.
i cannot remember any good thing but i pass the europeonscreen volunteer interview, and i will have my final interview tomorrow (i'll immediately let you know if i pass or not)
idkw but everything seems so blurry in those weeks.
well i just want to say "fighting!" for my own self, because i still have a half semester to go.
way to go!

THEY ARE COMING

embrace yourself. the midterm week is coming
my agenda is already full with UTS words, assignment that also should be completed next week, presentation, closing olimbud, etc, etc, etc.
hooooogooooood!!!
please, my dear brain, do a good work, ok?
good luck for me, for all my englit friends, my boyfie, also all fib students.
we can do it!
after this, fesbud will come!
badai pasti berlalu

Tawuran

oke, hal pertama yang harus di camkan disini adalah, gua bukannya mau sok kritis. cuma mau ngasih kalian cerita yang mungkin kalian buta tentangnya. jadi kayak sharing dikit gitu lah. shall we begin now? ok.
gua tahu kalo tawuran sekarang lagi hot-hot nya lah ya. semenjak itu deh yang kasus tawuran terus meninggal gitu siswanya. gua ga terlalu ngikutin beritanya, cuma liat di twitter dikit.
nah ceritanya mulai yak....
gua dulu SMA di bogor.
tiap hari pulang-pergi naek kereta ekonomi tujuan bojong-bogor-bojong.
mungkin orang banyak yang gatau kalo dari dulu BANGET. semenjak gua SMP di bogor itu tawuran udah marak banget. dan gua sering ngalamin. karena tawurannya kejadiannya dikereta boy.
lebih parah lagi jaman sma.
percaya ga kalo gua bilang dikereta hampir tiap hari ada tawuran. iya didalem keretanya.
percaya ga kalo gua bilang didalem kereta yang penuh banget sesek itu anak-anak itu lempar-lemparan batu, bawa-bawa piso, bawa-bawa gesper yang matanya gede banget, atau bawa gear.
percaya ga kalo gua bilang gua udah sering banget liat darah bercucuran depan gua karena anak-anak itu ketusuk lah, kebacok, kena batu, atau kena tonjok.
percaya ga kalo gua bilang anak-anak yang tawuran itu anak SMA, yang gua yakin guru atau kepala sekolahnya juga ga berani sama mereka.
oke, terserah kalian mau percaya apa ngga. yang pasti yang gua tulis diatas itu bener adanya.
jujur, waktu berita tentang tawuran risen up di media-media baru-baru ini dan kayaknya seluruh indonesia geger....................gua heran, kaget, hah.........? kenapa kalian harus kaget? bukannya udah biasa ya?
baru saat itu gua sadar
ternyata selama ini apa yang gua liat, itu hanya segelintir orang doang yang tahu.
cuma beberapa orang yang tahu kalo....................ini loh anak-anak bangsa lo itu begini!
gua kaget jadi selama ini orang-orang gatau kalo indonesia punya masalah ini? hello?
oke mungkin selama ini yang gua alamin ga pernah sampe ada yang koit dalem kereta, tapi apa yang gua liat itu udah hampir mendekati lah.
gua sampe heran, banyak orang yang bilang........."orang indonesia latah, sekalinya ada berita tentang tawuran, semuanya bahas itu"
oke, well, dari sudut pandang gua, sebagai yang dulu sering ngalamin dan ngeliat langsung dengan mata gua sendiri..............gua bersyukur akhirnya masalah ini keungkap juga. bersyukur akhirnya orang-orang tahu, atau aware akan masalah ini. seengganya, orang tua atau guru-guru itu bisa tahu lah apa masalah pelik yang dari dulu harusnya diselesein.
yaaa semoga aja dengan adanya berita itu bukan cuma buat konsumsi sementara doang buat rame-ramein koran atau nutupin skandal korupsi sana-sini tapi semoga ni masalah beneran dibenerin deh.
sumpah gua sih bersyukur sekarang kampus gua didepok, jadi gua ga ketemu lagi yang namanya tawuran hahaha

fyi, berada dalam suasana tawuran itu mencekam banget loh. apalagi kalo lu ga bisa kemana-mana. dulu gua mau kabur kemana coba kalo ada tawuran. orang mereka tawuran dalem kereta, sempit gitu, masa gua loncat keluar.
kalo diinget-inget lagi sih jadi pengalaman seru ya :) tapi jangan sampe deh kalian rasain.

My "thanks" and "sorry"

udah ga ngerti lagi mau ngucapin terima kasih dan maaf untuk "Bedah Kampus UI 13" selain disini
pertama mungkin ucapan maafnya dulu
maaf karena gua jarang banget dateng rapat, baik pleno atau radiv, atau timbul
maaf karena gua ga kompak dengan panitia yang laen
maaf untuk semua panitia keamanan yang sampe sekarang gua gatau siapa aja(kita kebanyakan sih) hehehe
maaf pas roadshow gua tiap presentasi selalu kaku
maaf pas hari H gua sakit parah dan terpaksa bulak-balik ruang medis, terkapar.
maaf pas hari H sekalinya keluar dari ruang medis, gua ga ngebantu, cm ngamanin sambil duduk karena gua kuat berdiri
maaf kalo tampang gua selama hari H selalu jutek
maaf panitia, peserta, atau pengisi stand jurusan yang gua tegor dengan wajah jutek

mungkin itu aja ucapan maafnya. sekarang makasihnya :)
makasih karena BK gua bisa ngerasain yang namanya wawancara untuk memasuki sebuah kepanitiaan. jujur BK adalah satu2nya kepanitiaan yang gua harus wawancara dulu sebelum jadi bagiannya. biasanya gua selalu minta closerec hehehe
makasih udah jadi kepanitiaan yang bikin gua kenal dengan temen2 diluar FIB
makasih udah bikin gua berani untuk bicara depan banyak orang karena roadshow
makasih tim roadshow titik bogor yang bener-bener kompak banget, gua ga ngerti lagi. makasih olin PJ titikku, retno, april, dani, wanti dll maaf gua ga inget nama kalian satu-persatu maaf banget
makasih divisi keamanan. PJku tercinta kak raha, waPJ faisal dan kak arai, dan semua staff keamanan.
makasih tim keamanan area 3 yang udah mau gua repotin karena gua sakit, udah khawatir dan caring sama gua selama seminggu ini
makasih pj area 3, andri yang udah super sabar dan super baik selalu ngijinin gua untuk pergi istirahat diruang medis dan tidur sebentar. makasih udah nyebut nama gua 7x pas ucapan terima kasih pas malem terakhir BK hehe
makasih gevinku sayang yang selalu siap untuk gua peluk dan jadi bantalku :*
makasih retno yang udah ngasih makanan sisa di ruang VIP. sumpah itu enak banget, no.
makasih fani yang udah rela sering gantian jaga sama gua
makasih untuk anak bedah jurusan area 3 yang sering gua bawelin, dan kalian juga sering ngerepotin gua hahaha tapi gpp kok gua ikhlas.
makasih untuk kak iib. gatau kenapa pokoknya makasih aja.
makasih untuk pengisi stand sastra inggris, dimas, thalia, razan, aisha, tania, sama wida yang mau gua repotin dan gua kunjungi terus standnya buat istirahat bentar pas lagi nugas.
makasih untuk kakak FIK yang jaga di ruang medis yang selalu ngurusin gua setiap gua kesana. maaf gua bawel gamau minum obat ini itu, pemilih :( maaf ya
makasih untuk semua panitia BK walaupun gua cuma kenal beberapa tapi aku sayang kalian semua.

dan terakhir, makasih BKUI13 udah ngajarin gua yang namanya profesionalitas.
gua cuma bagian kecil dari BK, tapi gua bangga ada didalamnya, dan gua kangen.
BKUI13, BREAK YOUR LIMIT!

You Look Great

almost everyone I met today realize that I cut my bang, wonder if he will too.
and here he is in front of me with his friend. they bring something like a flag of their department, oh whatever idk the name.
"do you cut your bang?" he stops. and his friend just go away without him.
"yes!" I guess my answer is too excited. too happy he realizes. "how is it?" I said.
"you look great," OMG! "you should make it longer so it will cover all your face, it will be greater, dear"............................ok he's making fun of me. he's laughing so hard after he looked my sullen face.
"oh stop you!" I said. he's always like that, don't worry.

*****

do you ask me if I'm angry to him? of course no. I'm used to it btw. it's his usual joke to me. he never actually said I'm beautiful or cute or anything. we're that couple who usually speaking bad thing about ourselves to each other.
lying in my bed. get ready to hit the dreamland when my phone ring, a text from him.
"I just arrived at home"
I smile. well, whatever text from him always make me smile.
"ok, I'm about to hit the bed. take a rest dear!"
I replied. kinda sad btw. these days we haven't had quality chat because our busy schedule.
"I will. I like your new bang. you look beautiful, good night love"
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I will definitely have a beautiful dream tonight.

SM Town Jakarta

last night was...............................the best concert I've ever had.
I'm about to make an fan acc here. should I begin now? OK!
-the staff let us get in to the venue in 4pm. so I stay in there start from 4.30pm. and it's still quite bright there
-all people in fest C class sat because the concert begin at 6.30. but in 5.45 everybody get up and the concert feels finally rose up
-the first song was Hot Summer by F(x), and I was sweating like I'm in hell. everybody singing especially in the chorus part.
-kangta's part was also fun. he's so gorgeous <3 especially when he teased us with his sunglasses
-all the special performance was great, but I must said that changmin-kyuhyun was superb because they invite a girl. eeeerrrggg! why every concert I attended they invite a girl on stage!!!
-when dj got us falling in love, Seohyun and Taeyeon walk in front of me, but my eyes is on seohyun. he's so beautiful in real life oh God why. also with that blingbling blazer she became more shining <3
-when dj got us falling in love, D.O sat right in front of my area. and he was sooooo cute. he was like missing kid there hahaha
-all the introduction by all groups was funny. i think it's because they did it in bahasa indonesia. but Suju and Exo has the best introduction. leeteuk was so fluently talk in indonesia hahaha. he repeatedly said "assalamualaikum" also "apakah kalian kangen kami?"(do you all miss us?). and for exo, sehun and chanyeol had their introduction written in their hands. and they took a peek on it when they introduced them selves. the funny part was when chanyeol said "kami cinta saya.....ehm kalian"(we love me......ehm you". why he's sp adorable gooooooooood!!!
-taemin, kyuhyun , and donghae always come to my section. especially taemin and kyuhyun. taemin is so beautiful and flawless <3
-the ending was <3 almost all snsd members come to my place and they did dance battle in front of me. hyo, yuri and soo was so funny dancing like that. also amber hugged taeyeon, so romantic<3 it was like taeyeon was hugged by a boy you know
-kyuna moment was also right in front of. there is people who bring kyuna picture as banner. yoona saw it and immediately call kyuhyun "oppa!" and showed it to him, then both of them laughed. I heard yoona yelled "oppa!" clearly because she's right in front of me
-I had an eye contact only with kangta, it's like very looooong but actually it's only 3 secs btw hahaha
-sooyoung, yoona, and yuri are not that skinny in real life. their body is proposional especially jessica and tiffany. i think tiffany is really sexy.
-sooyoung's legs is the best. although in pictures or videos it looks so tiny, it's actually not. it's really good legs with her height
-i think Kris is the most handsome of all SM artist. idk why but I think when he walked in front of me, I can see light all over his face. he's so handsome!
-almost all my biases walked in front of me and waved. except baekhyun, chanyeol, and krystal :(
-but I had a good sight to snsd. aaaaa I love my eonnirs so much I want to meet them again :(

here's some picture, which actually not good at all. blame the lighting which made their face was so bright

this is sica. right in front of me

soshi dancing

this is the best pic I got las night, Jonghyun :)

and this is me kkkk. I went alone, so I took my ownself photo alone hiks :(

actually I took this pic near the exit gate. my position when concert is not that far. I only 2 meters from the stage. but almost 20 meters from the main stage hahaha. I'm on festival C btw :)

I'd love to come to SM concert again.

I love 'em.

the last bow from all of them