Taylor Swift

I know it's a bit late to recognize how great Taylor Swift is. I only have one of her song since...... I don't know, long time ago. it's LOVE STORY. and this morning. right now. this second. I'm watching all her music video. and ALL her song is reallllllyyyyyy cool and great. so far, I already downloaded all her song which become her single. my favorite is Back to December. the song is beautiful though I wish I won't experience that situation, it's too sad I must say. "Mine" also really great, I love the lyric, beside music video is also make me happy and smile all the time.

I'm so much into kpop music this past 2 years, so I didn't follow any west music, just some of it. however, now I know Taylor Swift is my new idol. I love her.

P.S. this song is really great

My Same-sex Marriage Essay for My Assignment

yeaaaa so I just finished an essay for my Introduction to American Culture and Literature assignment. I love this subject, it's so interesting, but the lecturer kinda killer so I always nervous in that class -____- tomorrow I should collect it. please pray for me. hope this is satisfied her qualification. she's kinda strict when it comes to an essay assignment. especially the thesis. she always ask the student in my class one by one what our thesis are. god...that so intimidating I must say. so this is my thesis:

"Same-sex marriage are proper and can be acceptable"

actually, I don't know why I choose this topic. Gays marriage. I also don't know why I'm pro gays marriage hahaha. but I really think they worth it to have a freedom to married the one they love, like I said on my essay.

I've done many riset in internet about this topic. then I found that many people are pro about this, so it's like I've been influenced by them and their essay. I should thank them to make me inspired. 

especially to this site: http://www.123helpme.com/search.asp?text=gay+marriage

they have many amazing essay about gays marriage. I have to say that I interested with this topic so much. I hope my essay is great in my lecturer's eyes. at least my thesis.
so this is my essay. don't forget to put me as your credit if you want to copy ;)
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Let Gays Married

            Same-sex marriage are proper and can be acceptable. In the United States, controversy about gay marriage are unsolvable until now. I believe that many people think gays marriage should not be legal because of some reason, especially religious reason. This is a sensitive topic when people have different perspective from one another. United states have not recognize gay marriage as legal, but some of individual states such as California, Connecticut, Columbia, Hawaii, Iowa, New York, Vermont, and Washington are in legal status for gay marriage. How can this happen? Once again, it is because of different perspective of individual. To become a legal-gays-marriage-states, a group of people who want to be recognize and official rights about gay marriage should give a license to the supreme court which take responsibility of this cases. If it is banned by the court, then it still not legal. Whether it is banned or not, it depends on the amandement of those states and also the court decision. However, there is also some states which the license was banned, but present valid ones allowed. This difference of agreement of each states makes an unrest between opponent side and proponent side. While the opponent side are using religious arguments, proponent side are using liberal arguments to make gays marriage legal.

            Gay couples also have rights to married the one they love. With United states as a liberal country, I think it is clear that gays marriage are individual rights. They should be able to be in a relationship or married to whoever they desire to choose. Marriage definition itself is a commitment of love between to people, so I think there is no reason gays marriage cannot be legal. Neo-christian people or whoever against gays marriage with religious or traditional reason behind it just to strict and did not think about the freedom of each people. That people should be realize that gays are also human being who wants to feel how could life be when they can married the one they love. Eventhough there is anti-discrimination laws for gays in United States, gays still should be live in a secret life, they cannot adopt and raise them, and also sometimes they get mentally bullied by people around them. There is a cases in Washington, a teacher who has a nice record get fired when the school know he is a gay. However, even they are treated not very well same as other straight people, gays make many valuable contribution to their communities. For example, they help for the charity event, serving on school boards, pay taxes well, and helping on their neighborhood. Therefore, they are not only married for make their own life better, but for their neighborhood as well.

            There are a case about unmarried gays couple named Lindsey and Beth who live together in the same house. When Beth died because of a accident, Lindsey lost everything that she used to be has when she live with Beth, such as children they raised and the house they used to lived. This problem will not be happen to Lindsey if gays marriage are legal and they have same rights like other straight married couples. If there are a difference between gays and straight like that cases, I think United States are back to the era when there are huge difference between black and white or men and women. With gays are treated same as low citizen, goverment should take a firm step about same-sex marriage rights. Beside cannot born their own children, I think there is no disadvantage of gays marriage. Religious society also should know if that marriage are a sin, those gays are understand and mature enough to deal with that. So I think there is no reason to against same-sex marriage. Let them love.

Having a Difficulty at Writing

This is kinda make me down. Knowing that I'm bad at academic writing, besides I'm an english literature student. I must face essays and papers everyweek, but I have difficulty at those thingy. How can I increase my skill at writing? :( Now, I'm in the middle of writing an essay about U.S. Basic Rights, and I still don't know what my thesis gonna be. Aaaaarrrgghh!!! #frustated

travel story: SINGAPORE (day 1)

January 28th, 2011.
That was the first time I'm going abroad.
aaaah... I still can feel the excitement until now hahahaha.
here we go, I went to Singapore in order to watch my favorite boyband, Super Junior, to watch their concert Super Show 3. I have became their fans since 2009, and I have waited them to come to Indonesia to held a concert, but it never happened. yeaa...sad.
So me and my 3 other friends decided to go to Singapore to watched their concert.

very bright face huh? this is me and enno at the left. Before boarding.

this is changi airport MRT station. yeaaaa, finally I arrived at Spore, kyaaa!!

at that time, we arrived at 12 o'clock. we need 3 hours to looking for our hostel. tired? yes! extremely!

I have to say that this hostel is truly AWESOME! I love it in the first sight. it's really comfortable, it's just feels like home. though our room is in third floor, and we had a difficulty to bring our bag through the stairs.

after rested for awhile at hostel, we tried to eat some lunch, although it's already 4 there at that time. yeaaa I almost fainted because I ate nothing since morning. we confused because the food we wanted to eat is consist of pork. fortunately we found Indonesian food, it's soto kuning and teh botol. I know it's useless when we come to foreign country but still eat our own traditional food. but we have no choice, so yeaaa we ate soto kuning.

It's really a exhausting day. so me and enno stay at the hostel when the night came, while kak chella and suneon looking for a supermarket which sale a pair of comfortable sandals. 

the first day...end!

BreakUps are so Like Me

I haven't see him for like almost 20 days. I miss him damn much. I should say thanks to Kim Janghoon to make duet with Heechul. This is such a sweet present for ELF, especially petals.

The video is really cheerful. But for me, it's really sad. I realize that I miss him too much. much. much.

Heechul is truly my big bro. How can it be possible? I don't know too. I really think he's my bro.

Today is September 23th. One week until Heechul come out from camp.

Eternal Petal

I have became an ELF for this past 2 years. This is a record. I never become a fan of someone or some group for that long periode before. I don’t know exactly when I become an ELF, but for petal, I know it’s July 10th, 2009. I have to say that I really proud of my self to become very loyal when it comes to super junior. I love them all, from leeteuk to kyuhyun. But still, my ultimate bias is kim heechul. From that day. Until this second.

After he left, it’s like there is a hole in my heart. It’s like an empty space that it used to fill everything about him. I know it’s kinda exagerrated. But it’s the truth. You’ll know how it feel when you become a fan of someone for more than 2 years, then suddenly he literally gone. Also in this case, heechul’s gone was really sudden. He told us 10 days before his left. I didn’t prepare it at all. I can say that 10 days is the most fearful, sad, and moodless days for me.

When September 1th came, I promise my self and to him for not cry. His decision is really brave, so I must be brave too to let him go for 2 years. I know 2 years is really a long time. I wonder if I am still alive when he come out from army. Can I meet him again when he finish his duty? That fact about I can’t meet him in SS4 is hurt me for sure.

For now, I’ll just keep waiting him. I’m so sorry I become a broken ELF now. I know heechul must be mad at me. But I still love the other members. I just didn’t follow their progress or anything. I’ll just pray the best for them and heechul. I love them all. I love heechul.