THG: Catching Fire

I just bought THG dvd and I remember I haven't made my Catching Fire book review, right?
you know, my THG fans' feels just comeback because I watch that movie. that feeling of me fangirling over PeeNiss is hitting me again. HOGOSH how I miss THG so much.
ok, so, you know that I haven't had Catching Fire novel, I just had the pdf. so, Yesterday I bought it in kinokuniya. it's in sale!! only 10% though but it's fine because I rarely saw it again nowadays.
Catching Fire is my favorite book through all THG series. because it's like the mix up between hunger games and mockingjay.
for you who haven't read it, I'm gonna tell you slightly about the story. so the story start with the somekind of anger from the capitol toward Katniss because her action when at the end of the hunger games causing the rebellion in some districts. Districts people think that Katniss' action could make capitol change the rule of hunger games, so they are. Katniss become the symbol of rebellion in some of the districts.
Katniss and Peeta should continue their-so-called-relationship in order to make their action is not rebellion but simply just want to be together with the one they love. but seems like everyone in districts are in the mood to do rebellion toward capitol.
The 75th Hunger Games or the quarter quell is gonna be held. and there are slightly changes in the rules.
in this quarter quell, all the victor from each district must send their victors again to become the tribute once again. so it's like best of the best games.
so since district 12 only have 3 victors of all time which are Haymitch, Katniss and Peeta, they send PeeNiss as tributes from district 12.
I don't know but if I'm Katniss I will kill myself hahaha
I almost forgot Finnick here. Finnick is such a sweetheart here in Catching Fire, and of course in Mockingjay. he's one of the tribute from district 4, and he's so nice, and sweet, and romantic, and handsome *according to the book*
the Games is nice, but more depressing i don't know why.
ok I won't tell you the whole book, so I will stop here. one thing I will tell you, the ending is soooo unpredictable. when I finished it and closed the book, my mouth kept hanging open. surprised.
but I love it! so much! must read!

p.s: SAM CALFLIN JUST CONFIRMED AS FINNICK IN CATCHING FIRE
and I totally can picture him as Finnick. looking forward <3

August 17th, 2012

the saddest day
this is the first time I lost one of my family member.
I never cry this much in one day.
I never sad this much in a whole day.
in one side, I'm glad God took her in this Ramadhan month, also in Friday.
but of course in one side, I felt sad. completely sad.
I tried to not to cry in front of my little brother.
I ran to bathroom to cry in there, and got out when I felt calm.
When they and she came, I can't hold my tears anymore.
I saw all my little bro and sis cried.
I saw my mom cried really hard, and when I hugged her, heavy tears from my eyes came.
"pengen lebaran sama nenek"
my 10 years old brother, Seba said that. I kept hugging all my bro and sis, tried to calmed them down.
I didn't know that they will cry so hard like that.
sad, but I know, we all really ikhlas to let her go.
we didn't want to see her in so much pain like this pas few months, especially in this one week in ICU.
nek, your life must be really perfect, having 5 children and 9 grandchildren who loves you unconditionally.
we still pretend that you're still here, and we know that you ARE still here.
we miss you everyday, nek.
Live well.

SUPER

this past two days, 13-14 Aug was really SUPER.
in a term of almost everything.
super hectic
super tired
super fun
super hot
super sleepy
super stamina
super love
and super scary
ok where should I begin?
I've told you that I join psa-mabim committee right? it's "ospek" in Indonesian. and there I become kestari, sort of like secretary. and it was fun. the coordinator is my good friend, Dilla. also, the team is really nice and funny. at first, I was like doubt myself because I never become kestari before, and I know how tired to join psa committee, because I also joint it last year in 2011 as mentor. actually, became mentor is more exhausting than become kestari, so I'm glad.
my boyfriend is also one of the crew. so I was like really happy because we could met often. he's so nice and caring in those past two days <3
August 14th is our anniversary, we're 18months old already :D however, I really didn't realize that day was 14th. I really forget because my busyness, and you know, tito never remember.
so yeah, this 14th is really great! I spent almost 24 ours with him. from 4AM August 14th until 2AM August 15th. supeeeeeer <3
and this anniversary was totally different, so I must called that was super anniversary!
he and I went home together by motor, 00.40 AM from depok. very late? yes it was. but I wasn't worry because once we went home at 2 AM and nothing bad happened, so I trust tito to bring me back home that night.
the air was freezing like crazy, I hugged him so tight because I knew he must be really cold, plus the way he ride is like Lorenzo. he chose the deserted way, which made me confuse why he didn't chose "bogor raya" way which is way more crowded.
so the story begin, we enter "grand depok city" which is the pass way from depok to bojong, it was really quite, and I didn't have any bad feeling about it. I started play twitter at my phone, it's not even one minute, and suddenly tito scream "pocong! pocong tuh ca sumpah deh!"
and I immediately had shivers and goosebumps. I knew he's not joking because his voice was crack and not stable, like he was really afraid. I hugged him and his body was so tensed, so I said, "udah jangan diliat lagi, jalan terus!" because he kept looking back and he said the ghost was still there.
I know he was really scared, and I tried to calmed him down. but he seemed so not focus and blank after he saw that ghost. he almost crash to another vehicle 4 times and got wrong ways twice. I knew he can't stop thinking about what he saw.
when we arrived at my home, I made him sure whether he want to go home or stay at my house until morning, because it's 1.30 AM already and his face is pale, also his hand and voice was tremble. but he made up his mind, he wanted to go home soon. so he went home.
I was so worry something bad might happened to him, because he was not focus at all. but thank God nothing bad happened, he arrived at home safely.
until now he said to me that he still afraid and not focus. poor him :(
hope something like that won't be happen in the future :(
so I should add one more term which is --> SUPER SCARY

When Exhaustion Finally Come

I spent 10 minutes to make that title.
My body is in a dangerous state............ehm well it sounds like I'm having cancer. no, actually my week has been really hectic with many things. it happened because I accepted 5 event with me as a crew, which are olimbud, psamabim, bedah kampus, gathering vip, and brithbash.
and now my body slowly become weak. this week is really full of meeting, survey, simulation and so on.
today I just had psa simulation, lucky me, tito and I is in same committee, so I could go to campus with motor with him. however, I'm so tired because yesterday I went to Jakarta, giving event proposal to an company all day long!
I'm officially drop! :( my body is exhausted like hell.
when I accompanied tito to break fasting just now in a so-called-cafe, I cried.
idk why, I just feel really tired. and I cried when I put my head in his shoulder. and I think that was the first time I saw tito looked so worry about me.
anyway, at first, I was really happy because I can participate in many events. and I was proud, honestly.
but this week is.......................hell.
ok this post is junk. full of complain when it's actually my fault who really greedy. this is like when you're hungry, and you eat too much, then your stomach become hurt. pray for me, especially my health.

p.s: today is my friend's 5th anniversary with her boyfriend. congratulation dillaaaaa! keep romantic with fian :*
hogod 5 years is a huge number. i wonder if tito and i will reach that number.

STFU

Watching SMTOWN concert has became my dream for a very long time
I will make it whatever happens. may God give me health until that time come
nobody can stop me. my friends or my boyfriend who mock me about it. I don't care.
what is so wrong for watching a kpop concert anyway?
kpop is also type of music, so shut the fuck up!
I'm sick of people who keep mocking kpop. especially those friends who said kpop is rubbish and so on.
my middle finger for you!

BIG

for the past two months, I've been watching this Korean drama, titled "BIG"

I realllllllyyyyyyyyy love this drama. they have beautiful and unpredictable plot. I guess that's why I can't stop watching this drama.

let's start with the brief synopsis, shall we?

the story start with a high school teacher named Gil Daran. she's engaged with a doctor named Seo Yoonjae. they met because Yoonjae made Daran injured, by unintentionally made her fall from stairs.

ok they engaged. so, Daran met her new exchange student, named Kang Kyungjoon, who seems giving her much care, he also interested in her. hmm hellooo? Daran is his teacher and more than 25 something, she also already engaged. that's what I think when I watched the first episode. Kyungjoon is only 16 btw.

but then, the story continue with Daran's unsteady feeling toward her fiance. she has this feeling that Yoonjae doesn't love her, and only want to marry her because he felt guilty. so, seeing Daran is so sad, crying, sobbing and anything, Kyungjoon takes her to a lake and calming her a little. I feel giddy when I saw the scene when Daran and Kyungjoon ride the motorcycle together.

it turns out that Yoonjae call her and want to meet her so he can tell the truth about his feeling to Daran. so, Yoonjae go to that lake with car, and Kyungjoong go home by motor leaving Daran who waiting for Yoonjae.

In their way, unfortunately they get accident. the two of them, both Yoonjae and Kyungjoon, same accident. they avoid a big truck, both fall to a big lake and drown. 

I don't know, but when Yoonjae is trying to safe Kyungjoon who drown and unconscious, suddenly they...................................change. what I mean is, Yoonjae's soul goes to Kyungjoon body, and Kyungjoon's soul goes to Yoonjae's body.

when Kyungjoon wake up at the hospital, he's freaked out because he's not in his own body, but Yoonjae's!!! body of his teacher's fiance and literally 30 something man body!

well if someday I woke up in a body of someone else like that I'll also freaked out. so now Kyungjoon is in Yoonjae's body, and apparently, Yoonjae's in Kyungjoon's body is not waking up, he's in coma or something idk.

the story continue with Kyungjoon tells Daran that he IS Kyungjoon. and although it's impossible, Daran believe it because Kyungjoon show something that inly Kyungjoon and Daran who knows about it, sort of bbuing bbuing move.

ok that's the brief synopsis..........................of episode 1...............

should I go on? cause if I go on, it means spoiler................

ok but let me give you some point of this drama.

it turns out that Yoonjae is cheating on Daran, and Kyungjoon is so sweet because he keep accompany Daran. and the story goes on with both Daran and kyungjoon have feeling for each other. and tell you what it's so sweet and I even forget that Kyungjoon is a teenager. 

are you curious with the ending? will Kyungjoon and Yoonjae back to their own body? who's Daran will end up with?

hohohoooooo you should watch it because it's soooooooo unpredictable!

though the ending is a bit disappointing, I really hope this drama can win the best drama of the year wohoooo!!

p.s: the ost also good, you should hear it: Davicihi-Because it's you (neorasso)

Shoot! There are Cameras Here!

Sooyoung: Kyuhyun, can you repeat what you just said on national television?

Kyuhyun: I was just telling sooyoung "why have you become so pretty?"

MC: Can you give us a dramatization of what just happened?

Kyuhyun: Sooyoung-ah

Sooyoung: what?

Kyuhyun: why have you become so pretty?

Sooyoung: I just can't help it that my beauty keeps upgrading by itself

Kyuhyun: you're becoming prettier and prettier as time goes by

Sooyoung: I know, right?

Kyuhyun: Shoot! there are cameras here!

Sooyoung: uh oh Hello?

as the picture in front of them keep moving, showing many other SM artist on the set of SM.Art Exhibition photoshoot, Kyuhyun and Sooyoung just sit there, blankly stare to the tv screen in front of them. Kyuhyun is gulping, and Sooyoung's mouth is sealed.

"what the fck was that?" said Kyuhyun with low voice, still with blank stare. "I thought they will cut that part."

Sooyoung still can't say anything. she knows, in a second her manager will call her, asking for explanation. "Kyuhyun-ah, we'll be dead" she said. "it is broad casted you idiot! now people will know!" now she looking at her boyfriend with a pale face and teary eyes.