You Look Great

almost everyone I met today realize that I cut my bang, wonder if he will too.
and here he is in front of me with his friend. they bring something like a flag of their department, oh whatever idk the name.
"do you cut your bang?" he stops. and his friend just go away without him.
"yes!" I guess my answer is too excited. too happy he realizes. "how is it?" I said.
"you look great," OMG! "you should make it longer so it will cover all your face, it will be greater, dear"............................ok he's making fun of me. he's laughing so hard after he looked my sullen face.
"oh stop you!" I said. he's always like that, don't worry.

*****

do you ask me if I'm angry to him? of course no. I'm used to it btw. it's his usual joke to me. he never actually said I'm beautiful or cute or anything. we're that couple who usually speaking bad thing about ourselves to each other.
lying in my bed. get ready to hit the dreamland when my phone ring, a text from him.
"I just arrived at home"
I smile. well, whatever text from him always make me smile.
"ok, I'm about to hit the bed. take a rest dear!"
I replied. kinda sad btw. these days we haven't had quality chat because our busy schedule.
"I will. I like your new bang. you look beautiful, good night love"
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I will definitely have a beautiful dream tonight.

SM Town Jakarta

last night was...............................the best concert I've ever had.
I'm about to make an fan acc here. should I begin now? OK!
-the staff let us get in to the venue in 4pm. so I stay in there start from 4.30pm. and it's still quite bright there
-all people in fest C class sat because the concert begin at 6.30. but in 5.45 everybody get up and the concert feels finally rose up
-the first song was Hot Summer by F(x), and I was sweating like I'm in hell. everybody singing especially in the chorus part.
-kangta's part was also fun. he's so gorgeous <3 especially when he teased us with his sunglasses
-all the special performance was great, but I must said that changmin-kyuhyun was superb because they invite a girl. eeeerrrggg! why every concert I attended they invite a girl on stage!!!
-when dj got us falling in love, Seohyun and Taeyeon walk in front of me, but my eyes is on seohyun. he's so beautiful in real life oh God why. also with that blingbling blazer she became more shining <3
-when dj got us falling in love, D.O sat right in front of my area. and he was sooooo cute. he was like missing kid there hahaha
-all the introduction by all groups was funny. i think it's because they did it in bahasa indonesia. but Suju and Exo has the best introduction. leeteuk was so fluently talk in indonesia hahaha. he repeatedly said "assalamualaikum" also "apakah kalian kangen kami?"(do you all miss us?). and for exo, sehun and chanyeol had their introduction written in their hands. and they took a peek on it when they introduced them selves. the funny part was when chanyeol said "kami cinta saya.....ehm kalian"(we love me......ehm you". why he's sp adorable gooooooooood!!!
-taemin, kyuhyun , and donghae always come to my section. especially taemin and kyuhyun. taemin is so beautiful and flawless <3
-the ending was <3 almost all snsd members come to my place and they did dance battle in front of me. hyo, yuri and soo was so funny dancing like that. also amber hugged taeyeon, so romantic<3 it was like taeyeon was hugged by a boy you know
-kyuna moment was also right in front of. there is people who bring kyuna picture as banner. yoona saw it and immediately call kyuhyun "oppa!" and showed it to him, then both of them laughed. I heard yoona yelled "oppa!" clearly because she's right in front of me
-I had an eye contact only with kangta, it's like very looooong but actually it's only 3 secs btw hahaha
-sooyoung, yoona, and yuri are not that skinny in real life. their body is proposional especially jessica and tiffany. i think tiffany is really sexy.
-sooyoung's legs is the best. although in pictures or videos it looks so tiny, it's actually not. it's really good legs with her height
-i think Kris is the most handsome of all SM artist. idk why but I think when he walked in front of me, I can see light all over his face. he's so handsome!
-almost all my biases walked in front of me and waved. except baekhyun, chanyeol, and krystal :(
-but I had a good sight to snsd. aaaaa I love my eonnirs so much I want to meet them again :(

here's some picture, which actually not good at all. blame the lighting which made their face was so bright

this is sica. right in front of me

soshi dancing

this is the best pic I got las night, Jonghyun :)

and this is me kkkk. I went alone, so I took my ownself photo alone hiks :(

actually I took this pic near the exit gate. my position when concert is not that far. I only 2 meters from the stage. but almost 20 meters from the main stage hahaha. I'm on festival C btw :)

I'd love to come to SM concert again.

I love 'em.

the last bow from all of them

She Couldn't Ask More

she realizes the sky slowly become red. the wind blows quite strong. people gradually get up from the bench where she sits.
the basket match she had just watched was really interesting. she thinks it was the first time she cheers out loud for her own program study, English Literature. she's amazed by herself, how can she spoke so sarcastic to the opponent's supporters. she utters sorry in silent.
however, she knows that the reason why she sits there for a really long time just because she's waiting for someone. not that she already made a promise to meet there by that particular person. she just came there by the thought maybe she can meet him.
she hears the sound of his motorcycle. oh, he's coming, she said, I must put my cool face, don't put that fucking excited face, younglady!
wearing his casual clothes. white ties, blue jeans, and hotel sandals. without asking, she know that he just come from his apartment. errgghh, she don't like him wearing that white ties. it's so dirty, she thinks.
her friends come, they have a talk about the match that has just finished. today's match was quite smooth than the other days had passed.
although her mouth's uttering words regarding the matches today. her eyes is fixed on him in basket field. she can see that he and his friends are trying to fix the basket ring.
it's getting dark already. the air feels so chilly. her friends already suggest her to go inside the building. yeah, she knows she can stay there forever. watching him on and on.
her friends stand up and begin to walk to the building behind them. she also stand up, but her thought and heart is rushing fast. should she call him and go to him? of course she can! why not?
"tito!" she yells. she's walking closer to the field, standing in front of the ring fence, place her right hand on it, and waiting for him to come to her. "lu ga jadi pulang ke bogor hari ini?" she asks when he already right in front of her. only separated by the ring fence.
"gatau, gua masih bingung" he answers. confuse face is in his. sad face in hers.
"pulang aja atuh" she can hide her sadness in front of him, and trying to convince to come home. "kapan ngapelnya dong?"
"besok malem deh besok malem ya," promised him. she sighs, disappointed is painted all over her face.
"yauda gua pulang aja deh, nanti gua telpon" she put her hand down from the ring fence, step back from the field, still waiting for him to say anything. anything.
"iya pulangnya hati-hati ya!" he said with his smiley face. she's also smiling, turn around, and walk away from the field.
"ca!" he's calling her once again. she turn around to hear what he'll say. "hati-hati ya!" still with smile in his face. she replies it with smile and wave for him. the she turn around again and begin to walk.
her sad face starting to rise. sad because today she must go home by herself. again.
"yang!" she hears it clearly and automatically stop. feels like ice water dew all over her body.
she turns around again. with only a little light from the field, but she actually can see his sad face. "hati-hati yang"
she open her mouth, not just for smiling this time, but to answer him. "iya" she answers. only one word. she knows if it longer than that, her voice will be cracked.
she turn around again and walk. and thinks, it's more than enough, I couldn't ask more.