I'm Hopeless Without You

Cara always love the time when she is able to work with Vagio. She don't know why, but it's always fun. Especially today when she's working in her faculty theater show. She know that Vagio will become the photographer for the show. And then when her friend ask her to become an usher for the show, she accepted it so she can be with him.
Now, there she is, in the backstage. Become a make-up artist. Trying to be useful for the actors or the other crews.
And there he is, wearing Batik shirt that she gave him yesterday and walking to here and there clicking his Canon
beep beep
Cara's blackberry is beeping. A message from him.
"do you have some foods darl? I'm hungry like hell"
Cara's smiling when she read that. because actually he's only 5 meters away from her, and he texted her. Really, Vagio?
"I don't have any. Why don't you just ask the crew?"
Sent.
But it only takes 5 seconds before he reply again.
"are you kidding me? they all look scary"
Clearly, that's the way Vagio ask his girlfriend to take him a meal.
Cara gets up then take a box of meal, containing fried chicken and rice. then she's walking toward him, handing him the box. "here it is" she said.
Vagio looks awkward and said, "take it and wait for me outside. I can't eat here"
"well, why not?" asked Cara, confuse.
Vagio answers her with a you-know-why-look. the look that only Cara's understand. he's not comfortable here.


Cara is waiting outside alone. it's raining today, but the weather is still lovely.
2 minutes later Vagio comes and immediately sits beside her and asking for his meal.
"you know all people here?" ask Vagio. "you seem know a lot of people"
"I do. 60% of them are from my major by the way" explained Cara.
"I know no one except you here, Cara. thank God you're here. I'm hopeless without you." he immediately starts eating after saying that. without knowing that means a lot to her.
"I know. that's why I'm coming."
and she just sits there, smiling, and watching her boyfriend eating like a horse.

Review: Nice Guy

I won't write a review if the drama is not good.

I'm sure that this is one of the best drama for this year. I'm so glad I've watch this. Never regret it even once.

before I start, I want you to know that this review is a bit spoiling, and please bare with my fail grammar.

so let's start.

this drama's genre is angsty, romance, money, friendship, and family.

the main conflict of this drama is about money, actually about a company named taesan.

the story start with Kang Maroo(Song Joongki) who is a doctor-wannabe and has a girlfriend named Jaehee who a bit older than him. he really loved Jaehee until one night Jaehee called him, cried, and asked him to help her. Jaehee accidentally killed a man who was trying to seduce her(if i'm not mistaken). then Maroo took the fault for her, because he loved her too much. Maroo is jailed for 5 years.

in those 5 years, Jaehee rarely come to see Maroo in jail, until finally she never come at all. It makes Maroo holds a grudge on her. He's not an innocent and nice guy like before. he becomes a playboy and barely has emotions.

until one day, Maroo is on the plane then there is this girl who is actually Eungi(Moon Chaewon) who currently really sick and collapse in the plane. because Maroo is experienced to be a doctor, he help her. however, it turns out to be Eungi is a step-daughter of Jaehee. Maroo is really shock to know this, that Jaehee already married to a rich director of Taesan company. and Eungi is the daughter.

the story continue with Maroo's mix feeling toward Jaehee. many conflicts happen that make Maroo finally decide to make Eungi as his tool to have a revenge to Jaehee.

fortunately, Eungi is really interested in Maroo. they both are finally dating. when dating Eungi, Maroo never forget to make Jaehee's life miserable.

however, there is a real feeling developed for Eungi. in order to not bring Eungi too far for his revenge plan, he then break up with her with a really mean reason. he said to Eungi that he actually loves Jaehee.

Eungi feels really betrayed and angry to Maroo. plus the fact that her father just passed away when she's with Maroo. then, she crashes her car into Maroo's car.

the story continue 2 years later. Eungi is missing and Jaehee take care of the company as the replacing director because the real director, who is Eungi, is missing in action.

actually, because of the accident Eungi is having a brain damage that make her forget everything, including how to spell and how to write. she only remembers Maroo, but not the memory. she only remember that back the she really loves Maroo.

knowing that Eungi is still alive, Maroo first is hesitating, but the deep feeling he has for Eungi make him want to help her to fight for Taesan, to take the director position again.

in this time being, Maroo's feeling toward Eungi is really developing. I really can see the different between before and after just by seeing the way Maroo looking at Eungi. the stare is really different, and I give a big applause for Joongki for that.

Maroo really loves Eungi that it finally make him afraid that Eungi will regain her memory about him, about the bad him.

I think I cannot go any further from this. it will be a really spoiler if I do that.

so,

will Eungi regain her memory? will Taesan company back to Eungi? and will Maroo and Eungi be together in the end?

watch it!

I tell you that the ending is really really good. you won't dissapointed.

Do you love me?

the weather is freezing.
both Cara and Vagio walk side by side heading to the train station.
it's really rare that they can go home together like this. Vagio doesn't want to join the basketball session, he said.
well, maybe he just miss his Cara.
the clock is pointing at 5pm. the rain just stopped. no wonder the weather is freezing and the road is kinda slippery.
at the time like this, having a girlfriend like Cara, who don't have a good stability at walking, is a must to holding her hand all the time if Vagio don't want her to kiss the wet ground.
both of their face are glowing when they see the ice cream stand in front of them
"I want it," Vagio said then fasting her walk. don't care about Cara and leaving her.
Cara, who already used to it, just walk slowly, if she don't want to fall.
"can you give me 2 thousand, hon?" this is of course Vagio who said this.
"the hell.....buy it by your own money" Cara put the most annoying look on her face to piss him off, then give money to the seller man. "strawberry for me, please" then immediately change her face into angelic face.
"you......for God's sake" it did piss him off.
just like two little kids. both of them get quiet when they have their own ice cream.
it's Vagio's fault that he finish his ice cream first. Cara still have a lot.
"I want them" Said Vagio while trying to get Cara's ice cream. "mine is gone already, hon. pleaseeee"
"no" well said by Cara.
it just keep Vagio in silent and looking at Cara sadly, "do you love me?" he asked.
"I do" Cara answered.
"then give it to me," well done by Vagio.
"do you love me?" Cara asked.
Vagio is some kind of know where this conversation will lead to.
"......well, of course I do" he answered.
"then let me finish this by myself" Cara said with full of pride in her face.
"sh*t, wrong move"
he still holds her hand anyway.

Laugh, then you will live longer

"smiling naturally lifts the muscles in the face and slow down the rate at which we age"

-@firstworldfacts

my best friends since 7th grade. still keep in touch even until now, our third year in college. yesterday we met up, and have a light dinner at burger king.

I never laugh that much in such a short period of time.

talking about college, places, people, love, and life.

thank God, at least I know I will have someone in the future that will never leave me.

Breath In

............for awhile
finally i could relax even just for awhile.
this two weeks have been really cruel to me--to anyone who have their midterm weeks
i actually still have three midterm tests which are reading, writing, and popular culture class.
but i guess i can loosen up for a little while. appreciate my effort and works for this two bloody weeks.
but please don't think that my last two weeks were completely miserable. don't.
cause actually it was not that bad.
i cannot remember any good thing but i pass the europeonscreen volunteer interview, and i will have my final interview tomorrow (i'll immediately let you know if i pass or not)
idkw but everything seems so blurry in those weeks.
well i just want to say "fighting!" for my own self, because i still have a half semester to go.
way to go!