Second Year

I can't believe my sophomore year is already over. can you believe this? I've survived my half way on college. half way to go before I can graduate. Time's sure gone really fast and I didn't realize it. My fourth semester have finished just 3 days ago. I finished all my final exams, actually I'm impressed with myself hahaha. though my score haven't out. and please I don't want to know it yet. not ready.

but the thing is, I started to think if I was ready to face my last two years in college, because it sure is gonna be super massive hard. my last final exams, whether it's sit-in-exam or take home exam, were hell for me. and it was just my second year and 4th semester. I wonder what is waiting me in the future. 

If someone asks me is college fun or hell, I can't decide. it's like I'm in the middle of heaven and hell. you know, being in college is super fun. we're considered as adults and have our own responsibilities. not like in school that our parents ask me to study, or ask me if I have homework. it is like our parents believe that we can walk in our own now, they just support us from behind, not lead in the front us again like before. the environment which also really different, like friends and lecturers. and of course the subject also really different. the freedom we got both from house and college should we take with many consideration and full of responsibility. that's why, those "responsible" tag is a great burden to us and make college somehow like hell hahaha. I didn't mean to scare anyone who haven't enter college. no. I just shared my opinion of college which everyone should know that it is not all about freedom, freedom, and freedom. it is taken with a great responsibility. you must become a wise person to survive. do not waste all the trust that have given to you. everyone become older, but wise, is a choice.